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Hero's Welcome
The Memoirs of Sgt. Robert Wheatley, USAF
Security Service
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D ay to day life at Ramasun ~ What war? Is there a war going on??...
Ramasun Station itself was way beyond anything I expected. It looked almost like some apartment complex back in the States, and it really seemed out of place here in this remote site. "So this would be my home for the next twelve months.....Not bad! Not bad at all!", I thought. "How had I managed to get so damn lucky?!!" The site was an Army post, only recently built, and I and the other airmen who were stationed there were part of an Air Force detachment of the 6922nd Security Wing. We were given separate living quarters from the Army types. I was most pleasantly surprised to find that all of the barracks were really quite nice concrete block air-conditioned buildings, a far cry from the quarters I'd seen at the Udorn Air Base! In fact, all of the buildings on post were air-conditioned. What luxury! Air conditioning was something we would have killed for on Okinawa! I’m almost ashamed to mention the tennis courts, swimming pool, bowling alley and the indoor theater. I understand a few months before my arrival, they had been living in tents. Like they say, "Timing is everything!" The barracks, like the native homes I'd seen, were built on pylons a several feet off the ground. And aside from keeping the bottom floor dry, I'm sure it helped to keep out the snakes as well. They had told us snakes cannot climb the steps, and apparently it was true. I never saw snake inside the barracks the whole time I was there. All the streets on post were paved in concrete and had streetlights to make for safe walking at night. The streetlights had a disadvantage though, for they attracted swarms of huge rice beetles at night. These hard-shelled insects were three to four inches long, and when hit by one in flight, it felt as if you'd been hit by a rock! To the Thais, they were a great delicacy. And when they were lucky enough to capture one, they would quickly bite off its head and suck the juices out of the still wriggling body with great relish. What's the old saying?..."When in Rome, do as the Romans do." I assure you, that was one local custom I never could bring myself to try. The "icing on the cake" here was the perks we had for spending a tour in Southeast Asia. Even if it was "rear echelon", we didn’t have to fall out each morning for reveille and roll call, nor did we have the regular parade drills and inspections we’d had in other places I’d been. The Army guys did to some extent though. I remember, on occasion we'd hang out the windows of the Air Force quarters and harass them while they were in standing in formation in the street below. Not very nice of us, but it was fun. It was all part of a mostly good natured inter-service rivalry, common wherever the service branches mixed. But I'm sure they didn't appreciate the humor in it as much as we did! (Small wonder they sometimes lovingly referred to us as "those Air Force Pukes!") Aside from monthly "Commander's Calls", as long as we showed up for our scheduled duty shift on time, our time was pretty much our own. At Commander's Call, we were given updates on the status of the war, the latest developments in air weaponry, and any items of interest regarding day to day operations of the Detachment. And then there were the scare films they showed us to educate and hopefully make us aware and wary of the local dangers of VD. Sex was something easily available to GI's anywhere in town. You didn't have to seek it out. Walk into any bar for a beer, and it would find you. Prostitution was a legitimate profession, and government doctors regularly examined and approved the girls to conduct their business. Those who were found to be unfit were treated and were supposed to be reapproved before they were sanctioned to return to work. I'm sure a diagnosis of VD did not stop all of them from continuing to ply their trade though. There were rumors circulating of some strains of VD that were uncureable. If contracted, it would doom one to a life of exile on a small island, somewhere in the Pacific, never to be allowed to return home. Of course, we recognized that for what it was - an outlandish tall tale. Usually, such rumors were strongly discouraged, but that was one for which the upper command looked the other way. After all, if it made one GI more wary, it could only do good. Then there were the joking reports of certain diseases, requiring shots to be given with a "square needle" in one of the more sensitive parts of the male anatomy! Scare films and rumors notwithstanding, every week there were always some troops who, having not used proper precautionary measures, had to visit the dispensary for a round of traditional anti-biotic treatement for common, garden variety "STD's." For those who underwent it, the worst part of the regimin was the complete elimination of alchohol consumption for the duration of treatment. For most I think, once was enough to teach them to be more cautious, but there were always a few who just wouldn't learn. Those who had to be treated more than three times during a tour might be slapped with an Article 15. An Article 15 was a black mark on one's service record, but it was one that didn't really mean much. It was something that might come into play when being considered for promotion, and if one collected too many, it could mean the loss of a stripe. Happily, I never got even one in my four years of service time. Personally, I thought the food at Ramasun Station was only the best. We had real eggs, real milk. and once a month, an outdoor barbecue with all the steak and beer you could put away! Our bunks were made, and the tile floors in the barracks were kept spotless by local housekeeping girls, who were hired by the Army. As I recall, I think each of us had to chip in a few bucks a month to pay half a dozen of the girls on our floor. But it was well worth it! They’d even shine our boots and do our laundry for us if we wanted, for a few extra "Baht." The Baht was the local unit of currency. Twenty Baht amounted to about one US dollar. At first, it was a bit of a culture shock (though not an unpleasant one) for the new troops, having women constantly present in the barracks, where we often slept on top of the bunks in our skivvies, and where we went to and from the shower room dressed in no more than a towel at most. It was no big deal to the girls. Though some joked around and flirted a little, they were there for one reason only - to keep our quarters in tip-top shape. And in fact, we were informed in no uncertain terms, the house girls were OFF LIMITS! Anyone who wanted something more than a shoe shine or their laundry done could find that in town! The house girls were highly motivated, hard working and industrious. They did a damn good job too! It cost us next to nothing, considering the work it saved us, and at the same time, it greatly benefited them. Jobs on the post were coveted by the locals, and I think it was kind of a status symbol for them. It was their "gravy train", so to speak. As in South Vietnam, the American presence in Thailand was a huge boost to the economy, and they got used to that American money flowing in, helping to raise their standard of living.
Most of the area of the post was occupied by huge antenna arrays. Their presence, I thought, surely must have given away the purpose of the post, even though our mission was supposed to be Top Secret. The outside perimeter was bounded by a tall chain-link fence, topped with barbed wire, to keep out whatever and whomever lurked beyond in the jungle. We were issued M-16’s (on paper), but I was somewhat disappointed to find they were to be kept in the armory and distributed only in case of attack, or when we were standing guard duty. Of course, the MP’s on post were constantly armed, as were the Thai Army perimeter guards. I suppose there was good reason not to have everyone armed at all times, especially with the drinking that went on during off duty hours. But I couldn’t help but wonder if, in case of a concerted attack, "Would it be too late by the time we were able to get to our weapons?" And as my tour there progressed, things would happen which would make me come to doubt whether those weapons would ever be issued under any circumstances. (More on this subject later.) Security was very tight though. The Thai guards at the gate closely eyed everyone who entered the post and checked ID's. The radio compound where we worked was inside a chain link fence enclosure, nested inside another chain link fence, both topped by barbed wire. Guard towers were positioned all around the place, and it looked like a maximum-security prison. There was only one way in or out. To get inside and to leave, we had to pass the guard station and stop and show both our badges and our faces to the guard on duty. Then and only then, would we be allowed in or out of the gates. If the MP didn’t recognize the person, or thought something suspicious, the shift supervisor had to come out and verify their identity. The rooms inside were somewhat small and were crammed to the gills with state-of-the-art radio gear and encryption equipment. There were no windows at all in the building, and I wondered if the post were attacked, would we inside even know it in time to react to save ourselves? As far as I can recall, there was NO evacuation plan, and the only way out was the door in front of the building. God help us if there had ever been a serious fire! As a shift supervisor, I was responsible for about fifteen men on my shift. Most things we listened in on were pretty routine - aircraft position reports, high altitude weather conditions, ETA’s, and so-on. But occasionally something significant would happen, and it fell to me to determine what was routine and what merited reporting immediately to the intelligence analyst. If the analyst deemed it important enough, a "FLASH PRIORITY" message could be generated that would be in the hands of the President within three minutes from anywhere in the world. At least one such FLASH report had been generated during the capture of the Pueblo spy ship in January of that year off the coast of Korea, an incident in which some 83 American crewmen were seized and taken captive by the North Koreans. One man was killed by the North Koreans, during the seizure of the boat. As it turned out, those taken captive that day were held POW in horrendous conditions for 11 long months before their release. These were young men like us, engaged in the very same sort of activity as we, gathering signal intelligence - just doing their jobs, serving their country, hoping to complete their mission and return home to safe harbor. Though they had been in touch with higher echelons by way of radio and had apprised them of their situation, no American ships or warplanes were close enough to attempt a rescue. They were out there, exposed, doing a job they had done hundreds of times before. But this time, everything went sour. I felt a particular closeness and empathy for them. How terrifying it must have been, set out alone on the high seas, defenseless, surrounded by hostiles - abandoned, with no one to come to their aid. The mood in the radio ops room at Ramasun Station was a particularly somber one that day, and once again, I felt especially fortunate to have drawn the assignment I had. As we had on Okinawa, at Ramasun we worked rotating shifts; three day shifts, then one day off, then three swings and a day off, then three midnight shifts, followed by four whole days off. Then the cycle would repeat. The four consecutive days off gave us the opportunity to play tourist and see more of Thailand than we otherwise would have. We took full advantage of it, visiting many attractions in the region. The down side was, the ever changing shifts kept our bodies off balance, and we never really had a chance to get used to any one schedule. But rotating the shifts was a way of spreading the misery around evenly. Day shifts were the most active, followed by swings. But mid shifts seemed excruciatingly long. After about 8:00 or 9:00 PM, the Chinese went off the air. The day’s flights had all landed well before that time, as the Chinese were loath to fly at night. Communications after that were extremely rare. Mid shift ran from 2300 to 0700 hours. On mids, we were left to endlessly scan the HF band listening to mostly static, guzzling cup after cup of the bitter black brew that we kept cooking on the hotplate. As a shift supervisor, I had monitor to make sure those under my charge resisted the temptation to stop scanning for the Chi-coms to listen to the top forty on the BBC. We passed time by making entries in the shift logbook, with frequent references to our "bleeding" eyeballs. The intended purpose of the shift log was to pass along any important happenings to the next shift, but on mids it was treated more as a "dear diary", a place to "publish" our poetry and prose. I wish I had access to that log now. It would be interesting to look back and review our innermost thoughts that we'd set to paper in it. Finally, about 0600 the Chi-coms would come back on air and begin establishing contact with one another again. Then we’d be pretty busy the remainder of the shift. When day shift relieved us, we’d hustle over to the mess hall and have a huge breakfast of eggs cooked to order, bacon, and hash browns and what was jokingly referred to as "shit on a shingle", sausage gravy over toast that is. I loved that stuff! I’d melt three or four pats of butter in the gravy and salt it down good. I’d usually finish by guzzling three or four tall glasses of chocolate milk, real milk, to top it all off. The food here beat the heck out of the garbage we were fed on Okinawa! They apparently had sent all the good stuff to Southeast Asia and fed the garbage to everyone else, I figured. Either that, or the Army chow just beat the hell out of Air Force chow. I think the latter was probably the case. Some of the guys did complain of the food there though, but I guess all things are relative. Remembering the 1947 K-rations I'd had on Okinawa, I philosophized, things can always be worse - much worse! After breakfast, we’d straggle back over to the barracks and crash in our bunks ‘til mid-afternoon. Then we might take a swim in the pool and bask in the sun, or go bowl a few lines in the new air-conditioned bowling alley, at 25 cents a game. I often bowled as many as twenty games a day, and I carried a 190 bowling average while I was there. We even had a photo lab, complete with chemicals and other supplies, where we could develop and print our own pictures. I spent quite a lot of time in there. Evenings, we might take in a movie in the on post theater, or take a taxi or bus into Udorn for a bath and a massage. During daylight hours, there was always a line of taxis waiting for fares at the front gate, so transportation was readily available at a moment's notice. The drivers who had dropped passengers off coming from Udorn would get in line to wait for a fare to take back. They usually didn't have to wait too long, as there was an almost constant stream of GI's going to and from town during the course of the day, especially after shift changes. Once in town, the first stop would usually be a favorite bath house. The one hour treatment was a nice hot bath and shampoo, performed by the beautiful "poo-ying" (girl) of your choice. The bath was followed by a powdering and a full body massage from head to toes, with the "special massage" available at no extra cost. The going rate for the bath houses was 50 Baht per hour, about $2.50 in US dollars. As a Sergeant, I made $220 a month. It doesn't sound like much now, but it was enough to make me seem wealthy by Thai standards, and I passed many an hour in the bath houses of Udorn. I was one squeaky clean GI! What I didn't spend in the bath houses or on bar hopping, I spent on gold jewelry and gem stones, which were extremely cheap there, compared to US prices. As poorly paid as GI's were by US standards, we could and did live like kings in Southeast Asia! To sum it all up, quite in contrast to my early misgivings, for the first few weeks, it looked like a tour here would be a real "piece of cake" compared to my tour on Okinawa! - at least with regard to the living conditions. It all seemed so incongruous with wartime! Not that I wanted to trade places, but I actually felt guilty, knowing that there were others who were eating out of cans and sleeping in snake and leech infested swamps, while so many of us were living the "easy life." But this was the strangest of wars the US had ever been involved in. For many GI's in Southeast Asia, even for most of us, the day to day living was fairly "normal", occasionally punctuated by moments of blinding fear or soul wrenching despair. Even the combat troops who went on patrol in the steaming jungles and rice paddies of South Vietnam in the morning, by evening might be partying in town and "living it up" in the many bars that catered to the American GI's. On the flip side of that coin, you could be partying one moment and dead the next. It was a very strange, confusing war indeed. Counterfeit War Veterans?.... It is a common misconception, even among Vietnam veterans, that all of us who served in Thailand, basically were serving a year of R&R (rest and recuperation). And from my description above, one might well get that impression. When I first meet another Vietnam veteran and mention that I also am a Vietnam vet, the conversation is very often predictable. It's one I've had many times. It goes something like this: Other vet (With some enthusiasm): "You a Vietnam vet!? Me too! I was at Cam Ranh Bay, '68 and '69! Where were YOU stationed?"My response: "I was at Udorn in '67 / '68, brother!"Other vet: (Wearing a puzzled look) "Udorn? Where's that??"My response: (Knowing what's coming next) "Udorn, Thailand. Up country, near the border with Laos."Other vet: (Visibly disappointed and with thinly veiled contempt) "Thailand??... Oh..... (Pause) We went THERE for R & R!"(End of conversation, or sudden change of subject....) In most cases, it's probably a benign comment, and I try not to be offended or hurt by it. Rather, I chalk it up to ignorance. I think it’s a result of their misconception of the role an "REMF" in Thailand played in the war. It's simply a lack of understanding of what it was we were doing there. In some cases though, it is intended to hurt and offend. It’s intended as a deliberate put-down! For there exists, even today, a kind of snobbery among some Vietnam vets. Somehow, our service in the eyes of some of them was less worthy than theirs. Their reasoning seems to go, "My service was tougher, therefore more worthy than yours!... I was in the REAL war!... I was in THE NAM!" It's pretty clear that in their minds, whether they say so or not, we have nothing in common, and our service was meaningless and valueless to them. Ironically, though they may not even realize it, many of these same men who would belittle our role, on many occasions may have been saved from death by Tactical Air missions, flying from bases in Thailand - missions that would never have been flown without the dedicated, hard working "REMF's" stationed there. Nonetheless, in their eyes, we remain counterfeit war veterans, and unworthy of calling ourselves Vietnam vets. It's an ingrained attitude that's difficult to overcome. For to protest and to argue against it just seems to say, "Me too! Me too! I wanna play too!" It seems to relegate us to the status of "Wannabe vets." Because of the attitude of some, for those of us who served outside the borders of Vietnam, the returning home may have been more difficult in some ways than than for those who served in-country. For we not only felt the rejection of much of the American public (We were ALL baby killers to many of them), but we also felt the sting of rejection from those we considered to be our Brothers in Arms. (Were we naive to think they would allow us to call them brothers?) As a result, we were even more isolated than most in-country Vietnam vets. We were, in effect, the outcasts of the outcasts, the lowest of the low, the skunk loved only by other skunks! And today, many of us are still waiting to be accorded the respect of our in-country counterparts, the very same respect that all of us have waited so long to receive from the American public. Because of that rejection, many of us have felt for the longest time that we were unworthy of calling ourselves Vietnam vets and that it's presumptuous of us to call those in-country vets our "Brothers in Arms". I've only recently come to realize how wrong we were to feel that way. Were the bomb loaders and aircraft mechanics and intelligence analysts stationed in England during World War II any less war veterans than those who flew the bombing missions over Germany, or the troops who stormed the beaches at Normandy on D-Day, or those who drove tanks in the African desert? Were the troops stationed in Saudia Arabia and in the Persian Gulf, during the Gulf War any less veterans of that war than the combat troops and airmen who drove the Iraquis from Kuwait? While they were perhaps less "at risk", they certainly were not treated any differently by the American public. Why then should it be any different with regard to those who served in the Vietnam War in Thailand, Laos or Cambodia or aboard the ships in the Tonkin Gulf? We were all there working to accomplish the same thing - the defeat of Communism in Southeast Asia and preservation of freedom. The fact is, few of us had any choice about where we were to be sent. We offered up ourselves in service to our nation, as our government saw fit. There were no guarantees. We took our chances, went where we were told, and did the jobs we were assigned to the best of our abilities. And all were important in support of the war effort. Not one of us had been sent there for an all expense paid vacation! Because much of what was going on in Thailand, Laos, and Cambodia was carried out in secret, our contributions to the war went largely unrecognized and unappreciated, not only by the public, but by other vets, as well. They just did not make the connection between the "Secret War" and the conflict going on inside the borders of South Vietnam. The Communists certainly did! They saw it as a struggle for all of Southeast Asia, and they waged the war on that basis! But we who served in Thailand, Laos and Cambodia can take satisfaction from knowing, had it not been for the work of so-called "rear echelon" forces, in-theater, as well as those in-country, there would be many more names on that black granite wall in Washington DC today. In fact, no war would have been possible at all, without the support personnel, who made up most of the US presence in Southeast Asia. Surprising as it may seem, only one out of every seven or eight Americans there were actual in-country ground combat troops! Furthermore, the Vietnam War was truly a guerilla war, with no well defined enemy lines. There were no completely safe rearward positions per se. The enemy could be anywhere at any time, and he could, and often did attack those seemingly "safe" bases. Just being anywhere in the theater of war placed one in some degree of danger, whether a combat infantryman in South Vietnam, or a so-called REMF in Thailand. In fact, we in Thailand were at a serious disadvantage, compared to our counterparts who were based in Vietnam. The following quote from the book, "Snakes in the Eagle’s Nest" by Alan Vick illustrates the point. "Thai bases, however, never received the resources necessary to provide security equivalent to that given USAF MOB’s [Major Operating Bases] in Vietnam. Throughout the war, USAF bases in Thailand lacked sufficient perimeter fencing, lighting, observation towers, and defensive fighting positions. These shortfalls made it possible for NVA sappers to penetrate base perimeters on at least five occasions." I was a virtual "stone's throw" down the road, when one of those "penetrations" took place at the Udorn Air Base. More on this later... Bangkok, or "Sin City" as it was called, was indeed an R&R center for troops who needed relief from the rigors of the Nam. And many picture the lights and night life of Bangkok as representative of all of Thailand. Those who were stationed in Bangkok have nothing to be ashamed of. They were there because that's where they'd been assigned, and the jobs they were performing there were just as important as any. And in fact, ALL of our major operating bases in Thailand, including those around Bangkok, were hit by sappers at some time or other during the course of the war. Operations based around the R&R center that was Bangkok were responsible for saving many American lives in that war. But most of us who served in Thailand served up-country, near the borders with Laos and Cambodia, and the living there wasn't entirely "peaches and cream", notwithstanding my rosy descriptions above. Things would come to pass during my stay to remind me that there was indeed a war going on. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz |